TITLE: "Without Anchor" AUTHOR: Pat Steiner [SSbpmn@aol.com] SUMMARY: Adrift Fic DISCLAIMER: JAG belongs to CBS et al, and no copyright infringement is intended with the following. 26 May 01 Site of the Brumby-Mackenzie Nuptials Washington D.C. "If I could get my hands on the bastard who invented zippers right now, I'd rip his flaming heart out," Mac muttered, trying in vain to reach the back of the wedding gown for the zipper. Another futile attempt and she sank into the chair, reaching for a tissue which she used and added to the growing pile in the tiny waste basket. She was on her third attempt to conquer the zipper when Harriet returned, followed closely by Chloe. "Mac we'd be here to help you with that if you didn't keep sending us to check for Harm." "I know that," she snapped and was immediately sorry. "Guys don't mind me. I'm..." "Hey do not apologize to me," Harriet chided her. "You know what I was like. Now let me zip you. Harm will be here. We've heard nothing to indicate anything to the contrary." The storm crashed overhead before she could answer and she automatically looked up. "Harriet he would not try to fly in this weather." "No maybe he got back last night," Harriet said soothingly. "He's got twenty minutes before we even have to get concerned." "He didn't...," she began and stopped, deciding she did not want to reveal that she had called his apartment repeatedly last night once she was alone. "Mic looks handsome in his tux," Chloe smiled, trying to take her mind off the storm and Harm. "He certainly made a hit with you," Harriet observed. "Yeah I like him," Chloe admitted, only slightly grudgingly. "I mean Mac loves him and he loves her and well...I can live with that. Harm and I will still be friends anyway. And Renee is OK, but I don't think she likes kids much." Mac rose from the bench at the dressing table, taking little notice of Chloe's words, and went to stare once more out of the window at the driving rain. "And you asked and no one--not even Renee--has heard from him?" "Everyone--and I'm not asking again. People are beginning to wonder," Harriet laughed. "Mac try to relax some. If he promised, he'll make maximum effort. You know that." Fifteen minutes passed in silence save the rain's incessant pounding. "Mac we should think about starting or saying if we're going to hold up," Harriet suggested gently. "If you're not ready, then by all means..." Mac took a deep breath and stared again into the rain. "I'm going to go down to the little chapel I saw at the end of the hall," she said finally. "I need a few minutes. Please make my apologies to the guests and I'll be back in a little bit." "Not a problem, but you're sure you want to be alone?" Harriet asked, and Chloe's face looked to her pleadingly. "That's exactly what I want right now," Mac assured them. "Please don't tell anyone where I've gone." Mac slipped silently down the hall and into the chapel. For a long while she simply stood at the back, staring at the small altar and cross, begging for a sign--a sign to tell her that marrying Michael James Brumby was the right thing to do. So lost in thought and prayer, she did not hear the doors open behind her, not turning until she sensed his presence. "You came," she gasped. "Of course I did," he whispered, taking off the raincoat that had soaked just from the taxi to the side door. "How did you find me in here?" "I always know where you are--remember?" He closed the distance between them, taking her by each arm. "I missed you. I wasn't sure I'd even get here now. That's one helluva storm over the Atlantic. And Andrews had the nerve to try to divert us. But that doesn't matter. I'm here and..." Her fingers went to his lips to stop his words. "You're here, with me, where you belong. Where you've always belonged," she whispered as she locked her hands together at the back of his neck, pulling his head down for her kiss. Their lips touched, the sweet taste began to fill his senses.... "He's alive." The leader of the search and rescue team screamed into his helmet mike to make himself heard over the noise of the chopper hovering above. "Commander Rabb you've got a lot of people on edge worried about you," he went on, taking firm hold of the marooned pilot. "Let's see if we can get you back where you belong." Cold water splashed his face...rain water....no. Sea water. He was lifted out, pulled away, ripped from the warmth of her arms. At that moment, Death was cheated of a soul, but so was..... "Saaaaraaaaaaaah." THE END