Name: Surrender my soul or Do it this way Author name: Kat germankat82@yahoo.de Rating: NC-17 Spoilers: no concrete episode Disclaimer: All the JAG characters don’t belong to me. They are all part of CBS show and belong to DJB. The song “U make me wanna “ is performed by the British band “Blue”. Summary: Harm has to deal with a side of Mac, that he doesn’t know till this one special day. ;-) Author’s note: This is my first story. Don’t ask me where it comes from. Sorry for any mistakes, ‘cause English is only a foreign language for me. Don’t blame me. Uh I never thought that I would be so nervous. ;- ) Thanks to all the person, who supported me in any way. Especially Pat, Chrissy and Amber for their nice words. Feedback: Is more than welcome and please send me all your thoughts!! 21:15 EST Harm’s Apartment North of Union Station Washington, D.C. Harm walked through the elevator doors after it had stopped at his floor. He was exhausted, tired and not in the state to do anything more than falling into his bed and sleeping until the next morning. It was a very hard day at JAG HQ – he couldn’t go to lunch with Mac…uh he hasn’t had the chance only to see or even talk to her, ‘cause every time he looked into her office, she wasn’t there. He even hasn’t recognized her leaving. He missed her… With those thoughts on his minds he opened his apartment door and tried to switch the light on, but nothing happened. “Uh damn it…not now…” Harm swore. He felt his way forward to the bedroom area. Suddenly he saw two lights. “Damn it, I’m really tired…” He blinked and massaged his temples, but the lights were still there. He walked faster to his bed only to stop in front of it and to catch for breath. The two lights were two sweet-smelling candles standing on each side of his bed. But what he saw *on* his bed was breathtaking. “MAC!” went trough his brain. Mac…naked – only be wearing black long satin gloves and a single rose in her dark volume hair. She was not only lying in his bed, but stretching in such an erotic way, he never hasn’t know, a woman could move this way. He couldn’t longer think clear…so many thoughts were passing by…He couldn’t even say one little word, only stared at her perfect wonderful body. Her long legs, the curves of her hips and then these perfect two breasts!! He found the strength to look at her beautiful face and saw desire and passion in her half opened big brown chocolate eyes. She smiled seductively at him. He felt his own desire grow and his groin started to ache. Only by looking at her perfect blank body all the blood in his body went down to his manhood only to make it harder and harder. It grew so hard, that his hardness strained against the confinements of his boxers and yearn for release. After a very long moment, which seemed to be eternity he broke the eye contact between them and found his words again. “Mac…what are you doing here…I mean…oh God Mac, you’re so beautiful…but what …” His words were cut off by Mac’s index finger placing on her own lips. She looked at him so serious and sure, that there was no chance for him to go on with what he wanted to ask her. She laid back on her forearms and put seductively and very slowly one leg over the other, so he could see her most intimate part of her body. A harsh groan went through is mouth not longer hiding his passion for this woman. “Strip…but slow!” ordered she him and never knowing it was possible he did at her command, ‘cause he knew there was no room for questions at the moment. First he threw his hat to her and she put it herself on her head. Then slowly he unbuttoned each of his uniform jacket buttons and pushed the jacket off of his shoulders, but didn’t let it fall to the floor. He slowly slipped the buttons of his uniform shirt out of their buttonholes, catching her eyes and never leaving them. Harm dropped his shirt and jacket on the floor behind him. He could see a passionate shimmer in her eyes and watched her licking her lips, when he finally pulled off his white cotton underwear shirt, so she could look at his muscular upper part of his body. Her, looking at him turned him on more and more and he opened his belt and the top button of his pants and heard her sighing when he slowly – very slowly – pulled the zipper down. At the same time her left hand caressed her breasts, kneaded each of them and played with her already hardened nipples. The other hand slipped slowly down to the centre between her thighs. Her long fingers traced the outline of her curls before they slipped down to play with her aching flesh. The tip of her index finger found her entrance thrusting more and more inside her womanhood. He grinned at her mischievously, ‘cause he knew, she couldn’t wait any longer to see his very erected shaft. But instead of removing his pants he first kicked off his shoes and stepped slowly forward closer to the bed. Her eyes begged for him going on and he did as he asked to do. He reached for his pants and his boxers to remove them in one motion. Mac groaned with desire as she finally saw Harm naked, bare and with full erection. Her breath quickened even more, when he bended his upper body forward, put one knee on the white satin sheet and caressed one of her long legs with his right hand. Her bare skin burned at his soft touch and suddenly all her self-confidence got lost. She was helplessly lost in his ocean like blue eyes, which fully expressed more than only passion and desire… she couldn’t believe it, but she found the deepest love in these eyes, she has ever seen in her whole life. “So Colonel what next step do you have on your mind?” he whispered with a naughty grin on his face. But Mac has totally lost her speech, only a pleading shimmer was set in her eyes. So Harm knew it was his turn to continue the game. He lowered his head and his mouth placed butterfly kisses in a slow journey upwards to her thighs. His lips brushed against her already wet centre only a single second, but this sweet touch electrified her body, mind and soul completely. In one surprising motion he placed his strong hands at her hips and drew her full body towards him only to pull her up her feet. Pulling her mouth onto his, Harm kissed her hungrily. She opened her mouth as she felt a searching tongue begged for entrance. Two tongues melted to one in a passionate wild battle. His fingers spread and skimmed along her jaw line, cheekbones and temples until they buried in her silky soft dark hair. Each movement was followed by soft tender kisses. The smell of the rose in her hair enveloped him in a cocoon of desire and soft memories of their first meeting in the White House’s Rose Garden. Mac closed her eyes fully enjoying his touch. “Please, touch me and feel me, Harm!” a hungry whispering ordered softly. His hands remained tangled in her hair and he made love to her only with his mouth. His lips moved down the curve of her neck and found the valley between her full breasts. She felt her muscles weaken and her body became lax by his kisses. His hands ran over her shoulders, down to her back to support her. As his mouth suckled alternately at each of her hardened nipples there was only the sound of her deep sighs and her beating heart. His lips continued their way downwards, placing butterfly kisses on her belly. As his soft mouth reached her navel and his tongue teased it, he kneeled down in front of her. Her fingers dug into his shoulders as his tongue drew circles in her curls and brushed against her clit. She let out a loud gasp when it finally found her entrance, touching her, exploring her. “Oh Harm, don’t stop…please don’t stop. I want you so much!” She couldn’t be separated from Harm any longer, she needed them to be together, joined as a union. But first Mac wanted to give Harm some sweet caresses back. Harm could feel and hear her desire and he felt proud that his touch made her body acting like being full together with him was the only wish his marine had now on her mind. Completely wrapped up in the feeling of her soft warm womanhood, he was lightly shocked as her long fingers touched his shoulders and forced him to stood up and look in her beautiful face. He saw her, smiling mischievously and saying: “Now it’s my turn… You know playback is hell.” She led him to his bed again and pushed him surprisingly onto the cool white satin sheets. With half closed eyes she brought her body next to him and lowered her head, whispering in his ears: “You make me fly, sailor… You tantalize me!” Now her tongue played with his earlobe, teasing him with a soft bite caused by her teeth. Then her lips moved softly kissing to his chest, downwards to his navel, stopped there for a few seconds only to continue the way to his powerful shaft. She was a little bit scared about touching the most sensitive part of his body. Harm felt her nervousness and whispered lovingly to her: “You don’t have to do this, if you feel wrong about it. You’re are the most beautiful woman, I’ve ever seen in my whole life and I don’t want you to do anything, only because you think you ha….” He was cut off of her warm lips touching his member and teasing it with her tongue. Harm was gasping for air as he watched Mac licking and sucking on him. He’s never imagined such a pleasure caused by the lips of a woman. There was no chance anymore. He couldn’t stand any longer and hide his feelings for her. He want to be completely inside of her, want to share all his love, desire and passion with the only woman, he never want to lose. “Mac, oh God, I need you! NOW.” he murmured breathlessly. Their eyes locked as Mac lowered her body close to him. Harm rolled her under his body without breaking the contact between their eyes. He could see the same emotions in her eyes and he knew the moment to make their both long denying dream come true was there. One arm wrapped around her waist, his other hand caressed her face. He smiled “You know I was yours from the very first time we’ve met, don’t you. I’m completely yours and I want to show it to you.” Her mouth found his and they melted in tender, but passionate long kiss. Her hands first came to rest in his dark hair but then moved quickly down to his back, caressing his hot skin with her fingertips. His lips trailed down to her neck and then to the valley between her full breasts again. She let out a loud sigh as he parted her thighs to find the entrance to her warmth. He first brushed his shaft against her centre and then entered her core with a thrust, first soft but second by second more and more powerful, never leaving her face with his eyes. He needed to see her reaction when he filled her, and needed to see her climax building. Slowly, he started to move in her, feeling her warmth and wetness. Then guided them into a faster rhythm, their bodies moving in perfect sync. Mac wrapped her legs around his hips and ached her own hips against him. In a result pulled him closer to her, further inside of her. She had never felt like living and dying at the same moment. Never has a man reached her very core and explored all her secrets and most sensitive parts inside of her. She has dreamed about it, but never thought, that someday – today – Harmon Rabb Jr. made all her deepest dreams reality. Now they worked perfect together, moving back when he slid his shaft out of her centre, and meeting him halfway and crying out his name, when he pushed back even deeper into her. “More Harm…deeper…faster!” Mac urged and began to quicken the rhythm even more. He did as he was told and thrust harder and deeper into her, always thinking he had reached the peak of intense pleasure and couldn’t take another second more. Hearing her crying his name over and over, Harm felt her whole body tremble more and more underneath him. But she only squeezed him tighter inside of her. Control was long gone and neither Harm nor Mac were able to delay their climaxes any longer. He never has felt such passion, pleasure – and love, caused by a woman moving her body like an angel. He needed Mac to join him in this sweetest torture of his entire life. They became an unity by their joyful movements – two trembling bodies, two searching souls and two loving hearts melted to one. Feeling the intensity of their desire and lust catapulted them both into an explosion of pleasure. As Harm could breath again, think again he found himself, laying on top of Mac. He could feel her, relaxing in his warmth and crowning the most joyful and fantastic experience both of them ever had by a long searing passionate kiss. He pulled softly out of her only to push Mac loser to him. They hold each other for what felt like eternity for both of them. “Wow…!” was the only thing Mac could say to him. Sheepishly like a little girl she smiled at him. He grinned back and brushed a wet strand of her dark hair out of her heated face. “Yeah, wow!” “Oh Harm, I didn’t know, if it would be right to push you like I had done by waiting for you in this bed tonight. But I didn’t want to wait until you finally get the strength to let go. But oh I never made love like this with anybody else in my whole life!” Her smile grew even wider. Suddenly like a flash of lightning it occurred to Harm that he needed to say one thing to her. But he didn’t exactly know how. A memory of a song from the radio he had listened to while driving home earlier this night flitted through his mind and he started to sing, being absolutely sure this was the right way to express his feelings for Mac. “You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night You make me wanna hold you till the morning light You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall You make me wanna surrender my soul” Mac fascinated listened to his soft voice singing sweet lovely words, which made her cry for joy and happiness! Harm gently wiped the tears away with his right thumb and smiling looked straight in her eyes, continuing the chorus of the song. “I know this is a feeling that I just can’t fight You’re the first and last thing on my mind You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall You make me wanna surrender my soul” “I love you with every heartbeat and for the rest of my life. You make me complete. I was lost in the dark, but you found me and guided me to the light again. I will never ever let you go again. I love you so much Sarah – more than anything in the world!” Mac was speechless. She had never heard someone pronouncing love in such a wonderful way. And his love applied her. Overwhelmed by her feelings she slowly whispered: “That were the sweetest words someone has ever said to me. This is the best gift you could give to me, Harm! I love you too, Fly boy!” There were no doubts anymore. They both knew how much they meant to each other. And neither Harm nor Mac would allow something or somebody to come between the love, they felt for each other. With those thoughts their lips met again in a passionate kiss to seal their vows. THE END.