Title: I'll Remember You

Author: Allison

Rating: G

Summary: READ IT! LOL!

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the JAG characters or
anything like that so don't sue me...I just like
writing stories! 

 

0800 am 

Sarah and Harmon Rabb Residence

Harm had left for work, and Mac told him she would
take her car because she had some things she needed to
take care of at home. After he left, she took a deep
breath and pulled the odd shaped test object out of
the box. Five minutes later, she looked for the
results. She let out a long breath and whispered so
low she almost didn't hear herself. "Im pregnant." A
stray tear of joy slid down her cheek, and she made up
her mind she would make a romantic dinner tonight, and
tell Harm. This way she didn't have to tell him at
work. He was going to be so happy. 

1300 

JAG headquarters

Falls Church, Virginia

Mac hadn't seen Harm at work all day. She was
beginning to get a little worried. Getting up from her
desk, she made her way over to the Admirals office,
and asked Tiner to ask the Admirals permission to
enter. He was on the phone when she made her way in.
By the time she had got to the edge of his desk, he
sat the phone down, very slowly, and looked up slowly
to see Mac. His eyes were beginning to tear, and he
blinked it back.

"Mac...uh. You might want to...to sit down."

As she sat down, she said "What is wrong Sir?"

"Mac....that was the local police department. It was
about Harm."

She shot out of her chair and turned pale. "What about
Harm Sir? Is he ok?"

"Mac...Harm was killed in a car accident this morning
on his way to work...."

She began to shake. He got up and guided her to the
chair and sat her back down. Looking up at her CO, she
screamed "NO!!!! No you are lying!!!" She began to
shake violently with muffled sobs, as her face was
burried into his chest. The sound of screaming, and
sobs, attracted the attention of Bud, Harriet, and
Sturgis. They all rushed into the room, as the door
was still open. They knew they shouldn't enter like
that, but seeing one of their best friends in this
state worried them tremendously.

The Admiral looked up from Mac, still holding her, and
mouthed the words to them. The words that would make
them all turn pale. "Harm is dead". It was all he
could mouth so that they could understand, without
actually saying it. Sturgis rushed over and grabbed
Mac's hand stroking her hair telling her it would all
be alright. He felt a tear slide down his cheek as
well. Harriet plopped down into the other chair, and
Bud leaned on it. 

Mac was still shaking with sobs, her face soaked as
well as AJ's uniform. He didn't care. One of his best
officers, best lawyers, and not to mention great
friend was dead. The shock of the moment wore off and
soon everyone was asking questions.

0900

Two Weeks Later

Local Cemetary

She sat down with her head on her knees, at the side
of Harms grave. Her face was wet with tears, but she
had stopped crying. She didn't have any left in her.
Or so she thought. Harriet walked up behind her,
placing a hand on her shoulder. "Ma'am? Are you OK?"

She sat down by Mac.

"No"

"Is there anything I can do?"

"Harriet, I miss him so much. I feel....I feel like I
can't even breathe. Like the air has been sucked from
my lungs. I loved him so much. I still love him. How
could I not? I can't live without him! It hurts so
much. In the middle of the night, when I reach for
him, and he isn't there! I just want him back!" More
tears came and Harriet pulled her into a hug. 

"Shhh...it's ok. It's ok."

"He is never even going to see his baby! He never even
knew I was pregnant! I was going to tell him that
night...but I never got the chance."

"Im sure he is looking down Mac....Im sure he knows.
And he loves you."

"How do you know he is looking down on me Harriet?"

"I don't. But I get the feeling sometimes" She said
smiling. 

"I hope so he knows"

Thought I saw you today

You were standing in the sun, then you turned away.

And I knew it couldn't be

But my heart believed

Oh it seems like there's something everyday.

How could you be so far away?

When you're still here.

When I need you, you're not hard to find.

You're still here. I can see you in my baby's eyes. 

And I laugh....and cry. You're still here.

Two Years Later

Sarah Mackenzies Residence

Mac was walking up her front steps when she saw a man
standing in the shadows. It sent shivers down her
spine...she felt like he was stalking her. She rushed
up to her door, and put the key in the lock. She felt
a hand on her shoulder. Turning around, she saw the
figure still in the shadows. Slowly, he stepped into
the light. She gasped. 

"Sarah"

Shaking her head she began to shake, terrified at what
she saw before her.

"Sarah it's me."

"No......you're dead. Im dreaming. Let me go."

"Sarah, Im not dead. Im really here. Please..."

"Harm?....."

"Yes."

He places his hand to her cheek and feeling his flesh
confirmed that this wasn't a ghost, or a dream. Harm
was really here. She rushed into his arms and began to
sob.

"All this time...I thought..."

"Shhhhhhh........My death was faked"

"Why would you do something like this to me? WHY?"

"It wasn't me...I was kidnaped. So to speak...These
men thought I could get them something they wanted.
But I refused, and they kept me prisoned for two
years. When the police found them, they arrested them.
I don't know what their punishment will be...Ive
already been checked in the Hospital. They gave me a
bill of health and let me go. Oh Sarah, I love you so
much."

"I love you too......what did those men want?"

"Drugs"

"Why did they think you could get them?"

"They thought I was someone by the name of John
Mentzer. When they found out I wasn't him, they kept
me because they didn't want to be turned in. I had
seen their faces. Lets go inside"

He grabbed her hand and they walked inside the warm
house. They sat opposite each other, waiting for one
of them to speak.

"I thought you were dead. We burried you. I had just
started to begin to live again....to breathe. It was
such a struggle."

"Did....Did you find someone else?"

"No. No way. I couldn't. I felt like you were the only
one for me...I just couldn't date again. Harm..our son
is getting so big."

His eyes opened wide and he gaped and she remembered
he didn't know about his son. How could she forget
about that? She guessed she had just blocked out those
memories.

"HARM. OUR SON" She gasped. "You never knew about
him!! You never met him!!!"

She jumped up and grabbed his hand, leading him to his
sons room. He was sleeping peacefully in his crib. He
picked him up and began to cry.

"He...he looks just like me."

"Yes he does"

She reached up and touched her husbands face. She
kissed him for the first time in 2 years, and they
knew that everything would be alright again.

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