TITLE: "Home is Where the Heart Is-Chapter 2" AUTHORS: Anne R. and Pat Steiner SUMMARY: Harm and Mac live together. Platonically. Roommates. Separate bedrooms. For how long? Set during the spring/summer of 2002 however neither Sergei nor the events of Afghanistan are a factor. CLASSIFICATION/RATING: S/R/A PG for language, mild violence SPOILERS: In any of our work, any JAG episode may be referred to. FEEDBACK: If you're so moved but never expected nor begged for. Addy is ssbpmn@aol.com. Please however, we request you respect the work, and the effort that goes into writing it. NOTE: All parts of this story and previous chapters, as well as much of our other works, are available at http://groups.yahoo.com/group/AnniePatJAGstories The message archives are open to all registered Yahoo users-no subbing required. Please ignore any notice of adult content you may see-there is no R nor NC17 content there. Other archives containing our stories: http://thearchive.mine.nu:85/exlibris/ or http://www.netroenterprises.com/exlibrisjag or the Harm-Mac shipper archive at http://hmarchive.topcities.com/index2.html [sadly, not always up and running] or BTL- http://www.wtv-zone.com/trgarchive/btl/ http://destined.to/btlarchive - {BTL H/M Fanfiction archive.} ============= Previously in Home---Harm and Mac take the plunge and buy the old house. Ghostly spirits and new people enter their lives. From Home I, part 7-- Before either could reply, the Admiral's booming voice echoed down to the break room. "Tiner get me Mackenzie and Rabb now" "I think he found out," Mac said quietly. "He must have gotten our change of address paperwork we left on Friday" Harm sighed. "Time to face the music." ***************************** Home is Where the Heart Is Chapter 2--- "What in the hell is this about?" AJ demanded as he held up the two pieces of paper. "I'm going through paperwork and I find that you two are suddenly now living together." "Sir, I can explain" Mac said quickly as she looked over at Harm who looked anything but ready to explain the situation to the Admiral. "Please do Colonel" AJ snapped. "Sir, Harm and I purchased a house together. We're roommates. We're not living together as anything but roommates. We have separate bedrooms and separate bathrooms. The only thing we're sharing is the mortgage payment and the work around the house." "I see" AJ said as he looked at the two. "So this is totally on the up and up. There's nothing behind the scenes going on that I should know about?" "No sir" Mac assured him. "Would you tell me if there was?" he sighed. "Yes sir" Harm spoke up finally. "But as Mac has said, this is simply a business deal among friends." "So when did you two move in?" AJ asked. "This weekend sir" Mac replied. "That explains why the Commander looks like he's about to fall on his face." At AJ's words Mac turned to Harm, seeing at once what AJ meant. "Harm sit down before you fall down," she said as she reached for him. "I'd rather stand" he sighed. "That chair is way too hard." "Then come over here to the sofa," she ordered, "and stop giving me grief Flyboy or you're going to have another pain to worry about." "What the hell happened anyway?" AJ demanded, watching in further amazement as Mac took one of the small decorative pillows and tucked it in place just before he landed on it. "Tetanus shot sir," she smiled sheepishly. "It hurt like hell going in." "You got to watch did you?" AJ asked mildly. "Yes sir. Leaving the room was optional," she grinned teasingly. "Someone just put a bullet between my eyes," Harm moaned. "No Sturgis is just going to beat your butt in court instead," she laughed and put a hand on his shoulder. "You should have stayed home." "No he shouldn't have," AJ said sternly. "He's just gotten a shot, not been shot if you get my drift. Now getting back to these things. . .uh these change of address forms. Tell me this isn't going to cause me gas. Like I'm not going to have to open staff call refereeing about who's turn it was to take out the garbage." "No sir, we don't do that any more. . . fight I mean. . ." "Since when?" "Since we're agreeing to keep our domestic squabbles out of the office," she smiled again. "Yeah and that phone is going to ring in the next ten minutes and I'm going to be offered CNO. But at least you've got the idea in spirit. OK get out of here both of you. Remember I've got my eye on you." "Yes sir." Mac turned to go with Harm struggling to get to his feet. "Uh. . .Colonel get your room mate off my sofa before he takes root." ============ "Harm you're really going to need to ask for a continuance," she fretted as she walked him to his office. "You look terrible, you're limping and at some point you're probably going to give out with a moan and grab your six in court and then I'm going to have to defend you on contempt charges and I have a full calendar." "I'm fine. Not only am I going to get through this day, I'm going to work on the steps when we get home." "Maybe I'll tie you to the bed," she warned. "You wouldn't dare." "Sure she would," Singer laughed evilly, meeting them from the intersecting corridor. "Kinky ma'am. May I come play too? I could bring a friend." "I'll bet you could. Some poor unsuspecting Senator," Harm muttered. "Colonel, please set the Lieutenant straight. I have a court date to prepare for." At once Singer looked interestedly in Mac's direction. "Lieutenant, despite the Commander's suggestion, I don't feel any need to set you straight," Mac said evenly. "Because you were intruding on a conversation that didn't include you. Excuse me. I'm sure you have plenty to do." "Yes ma'am," she sighed between gritted teeth. It seemed to her she was doing that often. For her part Mac felt slightly guilty. She did not like the ambitious Lieutenant, and was at times having a hard time keeping that fact to herself. The morning passed quickly and quietly as she caught up on work and Harm went to the courtroom. It was just afternoon when Tiner knocked at her door, holding a small piece of note paper. "Ma'am, I'm sorry. Commander Turner sent a message down from the courtroom. Commander Rabb isn't feeling well and he's refusing to ask for a delay. Mr. Turner wanted the Admiral but he's at the Secnav's luncheon. What should I do with this?" "You don't really want me to tell you Tiner," she groaned, envisioning the paper and a certain Commander's backside. "I hope I did the right thing by coming to you ma'am. I mean with the Admiral gone technically you're in charge and. . ." "Thanks Tiner. I'm going right now, and this is one time when Mr. Rabb is going to be less glad than he normally is to see me." "Yes ma'am," Tiner grinned, smiling to himself. He knew they were now living together, or sharing a place or whatever spin was being put on it. When she got to the courtroom the Marine guard let her inside, just in time to see Harm standing at the counsel table, holding onto its edge while asking his question. She remained at the back of the courtroom, sending him a glare she knew was boring into his back. Two more questions and Harm looked more unsteady than ever. She was about to step forward when Harm said quietly, "No further questions." Admiral Morris's eyes met hers and he nodded slightly. "Witness is excused and this court stands in recess for the remainder of the day. Commander Rabb I do not want to see you again until you've recovered from whatever bug you've got. And God help you if you've infected us." He pounded his gavel and Harm slowly turned around, seeing Mac for the first time as she hurried to assist him. "Why don't we take a seat Flyboy?" she said as she directed him to the counsel's table and to the nearest chair. "You look worse than before. If that's possible." "I can't sit" he whined. "I nearly died earlier when I had to sit during Sturgis's cross." "Fine, I'm taking you home. You had no business coming in today as it was." "You heard the Admiral" he mumbled. "It was just a shot." "A shot that you're obviously having a reaction too" Mac sighed. "And now that Admiral Morris has recessed court you have no reason to stay. I'm taking you home and that's all there is to it." "Yes Mom" he sighed. "Course it would be easier if you just shot me instead." "Sorry I like having you around even if you are a major pain in the six" she smiled. "Besides I need someone to help pay for the mortgage on the Batesville Motel remember?" "Mac I see Tiner got you my message" Sturgis said as he joined them. "Thanks for coming down. Course Admiral Morris had already figured out that Superman shouldn't have been here today and should have requested a continuance." "Well I'm going to take Superman home and I'm not going to let him out the door tomorrow until I know he's okay." "I'm still here" Harm growled. "So stop talking about me like I'm not." "Come on grouchy" Mac smiled as she led him from the courtroom. "We'll get you home and into bed and maybe if you're good your little friend Mallory will stop by and visit." "Mac" he whined. "All right, just kidding. Don't be so sensitive." "You'd be sensitive if your six hurt like hell and you felt like crap like I do." "I know you do" Mac sighed. "Come on sailor. Let's get you home." A short time later she led him up the stairs to his bedroom, gently leading him to the bed and helping him down on to it. He fell back against the pillows with a long groan and Mac took off his shoes and hoisted his legs up before unbuttoning his jacket. "Can you work with me a bit here?" she asked as she attempted to slide his jacket off. He leaned forward enough for her to slide the jacket off before dropping back against the pillows. "Kill me now" he moaned. "Poor thing" she said sympathetically as she started to unbutton the top buttons of his shirt. Her eyes caught a glimpse of something red on his neck and chest and she unbuttoned the shirt further. "Red light Colonel" Harm murmured. "I'm not quite up to that today." "Yeah I know" she sighed. "Harm you have red blotches all over you. Were these there this morning?" "What?" he groaned as he opened his eyes and looked down at his chest where red blotches were in fact covering him. "No they weren't" he sighed. "Maybe I should take you back to the ER" Mac fretted. "You could be having a major reaction here." "No" he said firmly. "No more ER. They're the ones that did this to me remember." "Well I can't just leave you like this without making sure there isn't something else we should be doing" Mac sighed. "Admiral Morris isn't going to let you into the court room looking like this." She looked closely, noticing that the blotches were on his neck as well. "I'm not going to the ER" Harm whined. "Just leave me and I'll be fine." "Hey didn't you say Mallory's brother was a doctor" Mac said thoughtfully. "Maybe I can call Mallory and see if he'd stop by." "NO" "ER or I call Mallory. Those are your two options mister." "I don't like either" he complained. "Why can't you just leave it? I'm sure it will be fine tomorrow." "Yeah and I'm the Pope" Mac groaned. "Harm those little blotches are a rash of some kind and they're only going to get worse before they get better. Now which is it going to be?" "Call Mallory" he said finally. "See I knew we could reach an understanding" Mac smiled. "Can I get you anything in the meantime?" "No just leave me alone in my misery." "Harm you didn't eat breakfast and I'm sure you didn't have lunch either. You need to eat something." "When my stomach stops churning I'll be happy to do that" he sighed. "Until then its better empty." "All right. I'm calling Mallory. Is her number handy?" "In the kitchen on the fridge. Call her work number. It will ring to her cell phone if she's not at the office." Mac nodded and with one last look at her pathetic partner headed down to the kitchen to call Mallory. ============ "Thanks Mallory. I really appreciate it. And I'm looking forward to meeting Wes too." Mac hung up the phone and trudged up the stairs once more. The door to his room was open and when she walked in he was just coming out of his bathroom, one hand beneath the elastic of his sweat pants while he scratched and the other clawing his chest. His hair hung down over his forehead, and he looked less like a Naval officer than she had ever seen him. "Excuse me while I get my camera," she laughed lightly. "If the people who wanted you for that recruiting film could see you now." "I itch everywhere," he groused. "Whatever these things are, they're now itching. I'm about to crawl out of my skin. And it wouldn't hurt for you to be a little sympathetic." "Harm you've got an allergic reaction, not a sucking chest wound, but OK wait one," she told him, hurrying to her bathroom. She started the tub filling and added the colloidal oatmeal powder she knew she had saved. A soak would be soothing. "OK Flyboy, let's go," she ordered taking his arm when she returned. "Is this where you kill me?" "No this is where I put you in the tub," she retorted. "And Mallory will bring Wes over in about an hour. She called him on the other phone while I waited and explained the problem and he's about finished for the day. They're bringing some Chinese food too." By this time they had reached her bathroom and she helped him off with his tee shirt. "You'll have to do the rest yourself. Now get in there. You want a magazine. Maybe your Playboy?" "Thanks but I'm more a Penthouse kind of a guy." "No surprise there," she muttered. "OK undressed and in with you." "You could join me. It's big enough." For a long few seconds she did not answer as the possibilities ran through her mind, not that she was seriously considering it, but that she could picture it. "Mac?" "Huh. . .what? Nothing never mind just get into that water while it's warm, and holler if you need anything." "Does a different life count?" "Not until I get mine. Six into the tub mister." She went downstairs and tackled another box, working in the kitchen. Almost an hour and a half passed before she realized it as her mind occupied itself with the changes both she and Harm were undergoing with the move. The doorbell disturbed her from her thoughts and she ran to let in Mallory and Wes. "Wes this is. . . "Yeah I didn't figure her to be Harm," he grinned, pushing an unruly lock of hair, blonde like Mallory's, off his forehead before taking her outstretched hand. "Hi Sarah." "Wes," she smiled. "Most people call me Mac." "But Sarah suits you better." "OK." She did not want to tell him it was a name that Harm used when he was in one of his softer moments and that she preferred Mac otherwise. "So where's the patient?" "Upstairs soaking in an oatmeal bath," she sighed. "In fact I haven't heard from him. . .haven't heard from him in ninety-four minutes." A swift look of alarm came over her face and she took the steps two at a time, calling his name anxiously. "Mallory, hey I'm glad to help," Wes said quietly, "but you said they were only friends." "That's what he told me" Mallory sighed. "Trust me, I wouldn't get involved with anyone who wasn't free. And he assured me they had no commitments to each other." "Does she know that?" "Yes. They're a little close that’s all." "How close is close Mal?" Wes asked. "I mean they're living together." "It's a business deal Wes. Neither of them could afford a place on their own so they pitched in together and bought it." "You're sure?" "Yes. And I think we can go upstairs and see what's going on." ********* "Harm" Mac called as she hurried down the hall to the bathroom that she normally used. "Harm" He awoke just as the door to the bathroom flew open and Mac burst in. "Are you okay?" she demanded, doing her best to keep her eyes on his face and not other parts of his anatomy. "Yeah I guess I fell asleep" he murmured. "Did you want to join me or something?" "No I wanted to make sure you're still alive" she groaned as her cheeks turned red. "Mallory and Wes are here and I'd suddenly realized I hadn't heard from you in a while and for a minute I was afraid you'd drowned in the tub or something. But I can see you're fine and I'm going to leave you to get dressed so Wes can look at you." She quickly exited the bathroom, running into Mallory and Wes as she did. "Is he okay?" Wes asked. "Yeah he's fine. He fell asleep in the tub. He'll be out in a minute." Harm emerged from the bathroom a few minutes later, Mallory waiting to help him back to his bed. "You're quite a sight," Mallory said sympathetically. "Does it itch bad?" "The oatmeal helped" he sighed as he crawled into bed. "Where's Mac?" "Downstairs with Wes. They're bringing you up some food. Mac said you haven't eaten all day." "Haven't felt like it. And now I look as bad as I feel." "I'm sure Wes will have something he can give you to help clear up the reaction," Mallory said softly. "Please. There's too much stuff to be done around here and me lying in bed isn't going to get it done. And I don't want Mac doing all the work herself." "I'd be happy to help her out" Mallory offered. "And Wes is pretty handy too. We could probably make quick work of those steps if you want." "That might be a good idea" Harm sighed. "Before someone falls and sues us for not keeping up our property." "I'll mention it to Wes. I'm sure he'd be glad to help out." Footsteps on the stairs signaled Mac and Wes coming and a moment later Mac walked into the room with a tray of food. "Some lunch sailor" she smiled. "After Dr. Wes makes sure you're going to live." "You did get the life insurance policy to pay for his half of the house didn't you Sarah?" Wes teased. "Just in case." "Of course" Mac smiled back, ignoring Harm's long glare at the use of her given name by Wes. "Of course" Harm smirked sarcastically. "Maybe you'll be lucky and I'll be dead by morning." "Sarah, why don't you and Mal wait downstairs while I take a look at Harm's rash." "Sure. If you need anything holler" Mac smiled. "Mac, Harm said you might need some help around here for a few days until he gets back on his feet" Mallory said as they walked down the stairs. "I'd be happy to help out with whatever I could." "Thanks but I think I can handle it. At least the inside stuff anyway. The steps are just going to have to wait for Harm." "Wes might be able to help. He's pretty handy with a saw and hammer." "I don't want to ask" Mac started. "No really. We're glad to help out. And I know Wes will too. He's a great guy." "He seems nice" Mac murmured. "When Harm is better we'll all have to go on that double date" Mallory smiled. "I'm sure we'll all have a blast." Mac opened her mouth to object and then thought about Wes. A nice guy--doctor no less, that shock of blonde hair making him screen star handsome. It might be fun. It had been a long time since she had been out just for fun. "Let's plan on it." ============== "Harm you've got yourself a case of the hives from the tetanus shot," Wes said sympathetically. "And despite how miserable you are you're not going to die." "The itching alone is going to make me crazy," he gasped. "Yes and you're going to scratch yourself and get an infection and then you'll be even more miserable." "So just euthanize me," he muttered. "Well why don't we try something a little more conservative first. Like a shot of antihistamine and some topical ointment." "Another shot? Are you insane? Letting you needle pushers near me in the first place is how I got like this." "I promise this shot will have you feeling better by morning. Allergic reactions to the medication are very rare. The worst that can happen is that you'll be a little out of it the rest of the day, you'll sleep well, and you'll feel better in the morning." "Well enough to work?" "Now that I'm not going to promise. Your roommate seems like she worries over you. You think she'd let you go." "Well I wouldn't mind spending a day here at the house getting a few things done if I didn't think I'd be court martialed. OK, do it." "Sure." He readied the shot and reached for Harm's arm. "This one can go topside." "Bless you." "Say uh. . .Harm. . .speaking of your roommate. Sarah. You and she don't have any kind of arrangement or understanding or. . .OK, man to man. Are you going to break my nose if I ask her out?" As he was asking the question, he injected the needle and Harm was glad of the excuse to grimace. "No Mac--I call her Mac--can certainly go out with you if she pleases," Harm nodded with a sigh of relief when the needle was out. "Then she's a free woman?" He took a long breath, recalling a similar line of questioning from another man a long while back. A certain Australian asking him if a young pretty Major was available. At that time he had been sure Mac would not want to date the cocky newcomer so he merely dismissed his question with assurance that he could ask. Despite the fact that he had started them on a long road to hell by giving Brumby a clear field, he could not in this present moment insinuate that there was anything more than friendship with Mac and him. "I told you yes. Go for it." There, it was said. He could only hope for the best. "Shall we go eat something then. Mal said you weren't a red meat eater much so we brought an assortment of Chinese food." "Yeah OK thanks." Harm smiled and got to his feet. He could not really dislike this man so far, and since he and Mallory came as almost a package deal, he would make the effort. "Good there you are," Mac called. "I was just coming up to check on you. What's the verdict doctor? He's going to survive the night?" "He'll be fine. Just keep an eye on him. I've given him a shot that's going to make him pretty spacey." "How will I know the difference," she teased, coming forward to take his arm. "Can I rub the sore spot?" she added reaching for his backside. "It was in the arm," he glared. "Poor dear," she laughed and reached up intending to kiss his cheek, a move not successful as he was just turning his head toward her and her kiss landed at the corner of his mouth. Both froze, staring at each other in surprise. Mallory and Wes exchanged looks as well, waiting to see what would happen. "Did someone say we had Chinese?" Harm finally got out. "Yes we do" Mallory smiled. "Here let me help you Harm." She gently reached for his arm and led him to one of the chairs, hurrying to the living room for a pillow, which she quickly set down for him. "Thanks" he sighed. "So how did you two manage to find this place?" Wes asked as they all gathered around the table. "We figured no one would ever buy this place again." "Why not?" Mac asked. "You didn't tell them?" Wes asked as he looked over at Mallory. "No" she said slowly. "I didn't know if they wanted to hear the neighborhood rumor or not." "Let me guess someone was murdered here" Harm said sarcastically. "And the place is haunted and everyone who's ever lived here has moved out within a few months." "I thought you hadn't told them the story," Wes said to Mallory. "You're not serious" Harm groaned. "I was just kidding." "Tell me the story" Mac spoke up. "Because I have noticed some weird things around here. All of which Harm says is my imagination but I know it isn't." "Everyone who's ever lived here has said the same thing" Wes nodded. "But I'll tell you the story as we knew it growing up." "Fine and when she has nightmares tonight, I'll call you" Harm sighed. "That's fine" Wes smiled. "I'd be happy to stay with Sarah if she wanted." "Just tell us the story" Harm snapped. "Who was murdered and why they're haunting the place." "Well we don't actually know for sure someone was murdered. Just that the original owner's brother disappeared. This place was built by Nate and Russ Weathers way back in the 30's. They were both older fellows who'd never met the right women so they decided to build this place together. Well right after they did, Nate met Marion, a younger lady who'd recently been widowed. Nate and Marion fell in love and eventually married and she moved in." "Is there a point to this anytime soon" Harm grumbled, his eyes already starting to feel heavy from the antihistamine shot. But he was determined to stay awake long enough to hear this ridiculous story. "I'm getting there. The legend has it that Russ stayed there with Nate and Marion and that eventually they started an affair. Nate found out about and in a fit of rage killed Marion." "Oh god" Mac gasped and Harm shot Wes a long glare. "Thank you very much " Harm snapped. "It's okay Harm" Mac said quickly. "I just was surprised that's all. What happened to Russ and Nate." "Nate took off after he killed Marion. But Russ was never found. I'm not sure I should tell you the rest or not." "Go on" Mac urged. "I want to know what we're dealing with here." "They never found Russ. The rumor was that Nate buried him somewhere in the house. That he killed Russ first and Marion before he took off." "Okay I've heard enough" Harm sighed. "Thank you for the lovely ghost story." "Is this true?" Mac asked Wes. "Did this happen?" "Marion was killed here. That is fact. As for what happened to Russ, well that's purely speculation." "Wow" Mac whispered. "I knew this place had a weird feel to it but I never thought anything like that had happened." "Just because someone was murdered here doesn't mean the place is haunted" Harm sighed. "And I'm sure there's logical explanations for everything that's happened." "Harm why don't you believe this place could be haunted. You're the one who saw the ghost of Lt. Tate when we were on the Hornet." "Yeah and you didn't believe me. You thought I was hallucinating." "You saw a ghost?" Mallory spoke up. "For real?" "I guess it was a ghost" Harm sighed. "We were investigating a murder that had happened on the Hornet during Vietnam. Two salvage guys found a skeleton in the bulkhead. Long story short, the dead guy led me to his quarters to find something, which is a whole other story I don't want to get into and then he helped us find the way out when the salvage guys set the ship on fire." "Did you see the ghost?" Wes asked Mac. "No but somehow Harm got us out of there" Mac said softly. "So someone had to show him the way." "You know you might find a skeleton in here," Wes said quietly. "Russ could be buried in here somewhere." Mac shuddered visibly and instinctively looked around the room. "You know this place has obviously been remodeled more than once, not to mention there's that old fireplace that's been bricked up and the basement that's got a blackened window where there's no corresponding room and. . ." "Whoa Ninja-girl you're freaking yourself," Harm cautioned. "I guess I am," she sighed. "I have a small problem with death. I don't like it. . .I mean I don't handle it well. It's part of being a Marine, but I've seen too much of it--- way more than I thought I would outside combat and. . .and I'm shutting up now. More moo shu please." Harm gave her a long look and passed the container. "Mac this place is not haunted. A lot of families have lived in this house since Frick and Frack there." "Of course." Her tone indicated she was not convinced. "Look Mallory, Wes, you guys grew up here right. Who lived here when then--that would be in the late seventies or early eighties right? Did you know any of the families?" "Oh yeah," Wes nodded. "Let's see there was the Dallenbacks, the Spencers, the Whitmans, the Krugers." "Don't forget the Logans and that strange old man what was his name?" Mallory added. "Oh good grief how could I forget Mr. Marstettler," he laughed. "That man terrified me." He laughed again and looked at Harm and Mac. "He was about a hundred and ten, and all stoop shouldered, poor guy. His hair stuck out on all sides, and he had a hook nose and long bony fingers. Our mother felt sorry for him and used to make us bring him care packages--casseroles and cookies and stuff. He wheezed when he talked and walked with a crooked cane. Doesn't seem like much now but for kids this is the stuff nightmares are made of." "For adults too," Mac sighed. "But now I want to know. What happened to the guy?" "One day in the Fall after he'd been here about a year I came with a basket of bread and an apple pie," Wes said softly. "The door pushed open when I knocked and he was lying just inside. Dead." "Oh my god," Mac gasped involuntarily, her hand going to her mouth. "Tell me he wasn't murdered too." "Actually the cause of death was cardiac arrest," Wes said quietly, "thing is, I saw the look on his face. He died of fright, pure and simple." Mac swallowed and shuddered at the same time, her eyes wide as she looked around the room once more, her gaze fastening to the front door as if she could see the old man lying there. "And I would swear I heard. . ." Wes began almost gleefully seeing Mac's face and Harm's fist came down hard on the table. "Knock it off." Wes looked startled. "Harm I was just. . ." "You were just scaring her to death and loving every second of it. Quit. Now." "Harm it's okay" Mac said quietly. "I'm fine." "Wes I think we've done enough of the ghost stories for tonight" Mallory spoke up. "Sorry. I get carried away sometimes" Wes smiled. "You okay Sarah?" "Yeah I'm fine" she smiled as well. "Harm you should get back up to bed. I'm sure that shot is making you tired." "A little" Harm admitted with a long sigh. "Mallory why don’t you help the patient up stairs and I'll help Sarah clean up and then maybe we can get those stairs finished off tonight." "This sucks" Harm whined as Mallory helped him into bed. "I have too much to do." "There will be plenty of time for that" Mallory soothed. "And Wes is more than willing to help out. I think him and Mac are going to hit it off pretty good. We'll have to plan our double date for this weekend." "Sounds wonderful" Harm sighed as he closed his eyes. "Get some rest" Mallory said softly as she leaned forward to drop a quick kiss on his forehead. ****************** Three Hours Later "Thanks for everything" Mac smiled as she walked Wes and Mallory to the door. "I really appreciate it. And so will Harm I'm sure." "Couldn't have anyone falling on those steps" Wes smiled. "And see it only took us a few hours to get them taken care of." "Well I do appreciate it." "Mac what do you think about all of us getting together this weekend for that dinner and a movie?" Mallory asked. "If Harm's up to it," Mac said slowly. "Oh he'll be fine by then" Wes assured her. "I'm sure he'll be back to his normal self tomorrow." "Well then I don't see why not" Mac smiled. "You have something in mind that you'd want to see." "Something that won't bore them or gross us out" Mallory smiled. "I'm sure we can come up with something. Saturday night good for you?" "Works for me. Do you want us to meet you or what?" "No we'll come get you two" Wes replied. "Mal will call with the time later in the week." "All right. Thanks again for everything." "Good night Sarah" Wes smiled. "Don't forget to lock up behind us." She watched them pull away before closing the front door and locking it. She was suddenly tired from everything and decided that a long soak in the tub would be a good idea. She turned off everything downstairs and checked the doors again before heading upstairs. Her first stop was Harm's room to check on him and she was happy to see him still sound asleep. The red blotches seemed to be fading and she was glad she'd called Wes to come check on him. An hour later she pulled herself from the bathtub and crawled into her bed. Exhaustion over took her almost as soon as she closed her eyes. ************ It was loud screaming that startled Harm out of his drug induced sleep. It took a moment for his mind to register that the screaming was coming from Mac's room and he quickly threw back the covers as he stumbled from his bed. "Mac" he yelled as he burst into her room. Her screaming continued and he hurried to her bed, sitting down on the edge and quickly pulling her into his arms. "Mac it's okay," he said gently. "I'm here. No one is going to hurt you. Come on Mac, wake up." Her screams finally subsided as he held on tightly to her trembling body. Finally her eyes opened and she looked up at him with a frightened look. "It's okay" he soothed. "You're okay. It was just a nightmare. I'm here and you're okay." "Harm" she whispered before burying her head against his chest. "Shh it was just a nightmare," he said softly. "It's over now. No one is going to hurt you." He held her tightly until she gently pulled away a few minutes later. "I'm sorry" she whispered. "It's not your fault" Harm said gently. "I'm betting your nightmare was about what Wes told you tonight." "It was not," she objected and received a tolerant smile from him in reply. "OK so I'm a damn liar. Harm you probably should know that I'm prone to nightmares. And I scream enough to wake the dead, no pun intended. I had a neighbor to call the police one night and report I was being raped. I'm sorry. I should have told you." "Never mind that but have you always been?" "No. It started after I came to JAG." "Something specific that caused them?" he questioned gently. She was about to shake her head when he caught her cheek in his cupped hand. "Truth please." "The poachers in the mountains," she admitted under his intense gaze. "I had my first one in the hospital the first night there. It was so real. I kept stabbing and stabbing and the blood kept pouring out all over me but that's not the worst part. The worst part is that he. . .he. . .ra. . .ra. . ." She could not get the word out and Harm pulled her against him once more, disregarding the fact that he was bare chested and she clad only in a skimpy tank shirt and sleep boxers. She allowed herself to be held for a few minutes more and pushed away from him once again. "OK I need to stop this. I'm fine. I have the nightmare and I wake up screaming and trembling and soaked, but it's done. And it never happens more than once a night." "Is it always the same one?" he frowned, distressed that something he inadvertently had caused had done that to her. "Oh hell no," she laughed to ease some of the tension. "That's the first in the repertoire, and an old favorite that comes around pretty often. But there's lots of them. There's you crashing the Stealth for example, and you not being found in time last May. Then there's a real favorite--I marry Mic. There's also a corresponding one--I don't marry Mic but you marry Renee." "Now I'm going to have nightmares," he groaned. "OK, let's get you back to bed if you're sure you're OK." "Actually you're the one who needs a little more sleep I think," she said softly, seeing his eyes were half closed. "Yeah that shot is still messing with me, but on the other hand I no longer look like a cartoon and I don't itch. Going now if you're OK." He wavered slightly as he spoke and when he started to rise his legs did not cooperate. "Wait I'll help you," she murmured. "No it's OK just give me a minute to. . ." he began and to her surprise he fell backwards onto his side, his head scoring a direct hit on her pillow. "Harm no wait wrong," she objected, giving him a firm shake. Even as she did so she knew he was down for the count. "OK Sailor we'll trade spaces but there had better not be anything disgusting in your bed." =========== It was to the sound of shower water that he awoke the next morning and he sat up slowly, wondering why he could hear the shower so clearly from his end of the long hallway. Since when did his room have light blue drapes and where was the worn comforter he had slept under since. . . "Mac? Maaa-aaac?" That second scream was enough to be heard over the water and she shut it off, quickly donning her big terry robe before stepping out of the bathroom. "Where's the fire Flyboy," she demanded. "What am I doing in your bed?" he asked with such bewilderment that she couldn't help but smile as a thought crossed her mind. "You don't remember?" she teased. "Remember what?" he demanded. "I remember going to bed and then you woke up screaming in the middle of the night. The last thing I remember was holding you" He stopped and she continued to smile devilishly at him. "Did something happen after that?" "You really don't remember?" she said in a pretend hurt voice. "Mac please just tell me what we did" he whispered. "I really don't remember which surprises me because I would think making love to you was something I wouldn't forget." "I guess it wasn't as good for you" she continued with the charade. "No" he said quickly. "I'm sure it was. It's just that with that stupid shot I don't remember most of what happened after dinner. Except that you woke up screaming and I came in here. If anything happened after that, I don't remember. I'm sorry. All the times I've dreamed of making love to you and I don't even remember our first time." "You've dreamed of making love to me?" Mac whispered. "Well there's been several fantasies where you're concerned" Harm admitted. "The one of you walking out of the shower in a towel is the one that sticks in my mind the most. You're like you are now, with your hair dripping wet, only instead of the robe, you're in a towel." "Tell me the rest of your fantasy" Mac said softly as she sat down on the side of the bed next to him. "You come over to the bed like you just did" he whispered. "And then you lean forward and just as we start to kiss I wake up." "You mean like this" Mac whispered as she leaned forward, stopping just shy of his lips. "Yes" he murmured before closing the gap between them, his lips touching hers in the gentlest of kisses. "Harm I have to confess something" Mac whispered. "We didn't do anything last night. I was just pulling your leg." "We didn't?" he said quietly. "No. You fell asleep in my bed and I slept in your bed last night. Which by the way is actually much more comfortable than mine." "So nothing happened? I told you all my fantasies about you and nothing happened?" "You're mad aren't you?" she said slowly and he nodded. "Harm I was just teasing. You know room mates do those kinds of things." "You are dead meat Marine" he said as he pushed himself from the bed. "Harm revenge is a bad thing" Mac smiled as she stood up as well. "Oh not in this case" he said so seriously she wasn't sure he was teasing or not. "When you least expect it Mackenzie, I'm going to get you back." "Okay I guess I deserve that" she sighed. "I'm sorry. I was just having a little fun. I didn't mean to make you mad." She turned to leave the room, only to have him suddenly grab her and pull her back down on the bed, holding her arms back as he started to tickle her. "Harm" she laughed. "Stop it." "After what you did" he grinned. "No way. And this is not even close to being your payback." "Harm I'm sorry" she managed between laughs. "Please stop." He finally let go of her and she lay panting on the bed as he looked down at her. "Paybacks are hell Marine" he laughed. "Just remember that." With that he stood up and headed out of the room. "Harm was that really your fantasy?" she said softly. "What do you think?" he smiled before heading to the shower. "God Mackenzie you are crazy" she muttered to herself once he was gone. Living with him wasn't going to be quite as easy as she thought it would be. But then again there was always plenty of cold water in the shower. JAG HQ Following Day "Ma'am do you have a moment" Harriet asked as she followed Mac into her office. "Sure what is it Harriet?" "I think it would be nice to have a housewarming party for you and the Commander. I'll take care of all of the arrangements, we just need your house to use." "Harriet you don't have to do that" Mac smiled. "Well it is the first house for both of you. And it would be a good excuse to get everyone together again." "Well I'd have to check with Harm of course, but I'd love to have you guys all out for a cookout again and to see the place once it gets a little more fixed up. We just got the front steps in order so that we won't be sued. And I want to call someone in to help with the painting and to order some paper." "You sound so domestic," Harriet smiled and closed the door behind her, keeping that mischievous look. "Sarah can I ask how living with that gorgeous man is," she giggled, sounding far more like she was a junior high school student between classes than a US Navy Lieutenant. "Lieutenant don't you have work to do?" Mac groaned. "And living with him isn't all fun and games. As I'm sure he feels the same about me. Dismissed." "Yes ma'am." Harriet turned to go, freezing in place at Mac's next words. "Of course this morning he woke up in my bed and then we had a tickle match." "Right ma'am. Very funny. Excuse me." =============== "Hey thank god it's the weekend," Harm sighed as he pulled up to the house. "And what the hell is that on our porch." A large brown box sat by the door and Mac was out of the car at once, heading for it. "Mac don't touch that you don't know what it is for godsake" he screamed after her. "Harm it's wallpaper," she called over her shoulder. "Nothing more ominous than the wallpaper I ordered for the living room from the Internet. Remember the other night I was showing you examples and what did you say?" He gave her a blank look. "You said Mac the game is starting, they all look good, you have excellent taste, pick one and it will be fine." "I said all that?" "And then you stumbled to the TV and yelled at me for hiding the remote." "That part is familiar. Only because you always do hide it. So what kind is it? Am I going to hate it?" "You don't get an opinion remember. You waived your right to that in favor of the game." She shook her head and started to pick up the box, only to have him grab her arm. "Hey this is heavy. Ask for help." "I'm sorry. Harm dear would you mind bringing the box in for lil ole me. Never mind that I can bench press your weight." ============= At 11PM Harm shut down his computer in his room and wandered toward the kitchen, thinking turkey sandwich before bed. "I thought you had gone to bed," he gasped, spotting Mac in the living room, on a step ladder with her arm full of wall paper strips. "I worked on the Safflour case. That got me so pissed that I needed to do something to calm down so I'm starting on this." "Well it's better than putting your fist through a wall I guess," he murmured, walking over to the front door to check its lock on his way to the kitchen. When he emerged with a glass of milk in one hand and a sandwich in the other he stopped and looked at her efforts. "OK it's not too bad," he conceded. "But you need to go up to bed." "I'm busy imagining Corporal Jimmy Safflour's face being smashed under my roller," she muttered. "I'll be up later. Good night." "Good night Marine." It was barely an hour later. He had almost fallen asleep, ZNN playing softly in the background and Time magazine across his chest. At first he thought he might have been dreaming. There was a rattling noise from below as if a shutter could be loose on a downstairs window. He turned over and was about to attempt sleep once again when Mac's voice shouted "no stay away from me". A second later there came simultaneously a scream of pain and surprise along with the unmistakable sound of a ladder hitting the bare wood floor. He leapt from his bed and took the stairs two at a time as he hurried to the living room, shouting her name as he did. "Mac" he screamed as he reached the living room. "Harm" she whimpered as she attempted to sit up, his arms quickly coming around her to steady her. "Easy Marine" he said gently as he cradled her against him. "Tell me what hurts?" "Everything" she managed before giving into a sudden burst of tears. "Mac you're scaring me. Are you okay? Did you hit your head? Do I need to call 911?" "No" she managed between sobs. "Mac what happened? Please tell me or I'm picking you up and taking you to the ER." "I was hanging wallpaper. And I thought I saw him." "Him?" "You know, the old guy who died of fright" Mac sniffled. "I saw a shadow on the wall and I turned and I swear he was there. And I freaked and tried to get off the ladder so quick that it fell over." "Did you hurt anything?" he asked again. "I don't think so" she sighed. "I'm sorry. You probably think I'm a head case now." "No I think that when I see Wes I'm going to punch his lights out for telling you those stories. It's his fault." "Harm I really thought I saw him" Mac whispered. "Like he was coming after me or something." "Well if he wants to come after you he has to get through me first. Now let's get you upstairs and into bed and make sure nothing is hurt." "I need to clean up this mess" Mac sighed as she looked around the living room. "Wes and Mallory are coming tomorrow and this place is a disaster." "I will clean this up tomorrow. It's bedtime. Now let's get you on your feet and make sure you're okay." He gently lifted her to her feet and she gasped in pain as his arm went around her. "What's wrong? What hurts?" "I bruised my side," she said as she lifted her shirt enough to see the rapidly forming bruise. "That's all." "You are so lucky you didn't seriously hurt yourself," he said as he led her upstairs and towards her bedroom. "Harm I need a shower first" she sighed. "I'm all yucky from hanging wallpaper." "Okay but I'm waiting outside for you and if you're not out in ten minutes I'm coming in to get you" he declared as he followed her to the bathroom. "Harm this place doesn't have ten minutes of hot water" she said with a small smile when she reached the bathroom. "And you don't have to wait here for me. I'll be fine. Go to bed." "I'll go back to bed when I know you're safely tucked in." She shook her head and headed to the shower, Harm heading back downstairs while she did. He picked up the ladder and wallpaper and looked around the living room. For a moment he felt a chill and his eyes quickly darted around the room. "Whoever or whatever you are, stay away from her" he murmured before heading back upstairs to check on Mac. "Mac your leg" Harm gasped at the large bruise on her leg. "It's okay. There's a few of those. At least it wasn't anything major." "Do you need anything? You should take some aspirin. You have to be hurting." "A little" she admitted as he led her back to her room. "And yeah some aspirin would be nice." "You get into bed and I'll get some aspirin." He returned with the aspirin and water and a few seconds later she lay back against the pillows and closed her eyes. "You okay?" Harm asked. "Yeah I'm okay. Thanks. Sorry if I scared you tonight." "Just don’t let it happen again," he said softly. "You going to be able to sleep after that or should I stay here and stand guard." "Always the knight in shining armor aren't you?" Mac sighed as she opened her eyes and looked up at him. "But I don't think you can protect me from my nightmares." "I could" he smiled. "Red light Commander" Mac groaned. "Mac there isn't anything I wouldn't do to help you---or protect you," he told her firmly. "OK same here," she smiled and squeezed his hand. "Go to bed Commander. I'm OK. And yes I know you're just down the hall if I need anything." "And don't you forget it," he admonished her, "I'm leaving your door open a little bit so I can hear you if you have a problem." "Harm thanks, honest I'm just sore." "I know. Good night." And to her infinite surprise he leaned down and dropped a gentle kiss to the top of her head. ============== "Is there coffee?" Harm spun around at the sound of her voice. "Mac I would have brought you a tray. Are you OK? And don't answer that I can tell you're not." He had seen her take a couple of stiff steps and at once crossed the floor to take her arm and guide her to the kitchen table, not missing her grimace as she sat. "Yeah I hurt everywhere. Don't make a big deal out of it OK. Coffee, some more Advil, and a hot shower, with whatever hot water I can wring out of that wheezing water heater and I'll be fine." "I should call Mallory and cancel." "Don't you dare. Look we're going out with a doctor. If I collapse he'll be right there." "Not funny," he growled, putting a cup of coffee in front of her. "And I don't want you near that ladder today." She was silent while he finished breakfast preparation, not speaking until she had downed several forkfuls of egg. "Harm I know you think I'm looney tunes here, but I did see something last night. I wasn't even thinking about Wes or Marstettler. I was thinking about Safflour and wallpaper and Mallory." "What does Mallory have to do with anything?" "Huh?' Too late she realized she had given away one of the things which had been occupying her thoughts for that hour. Harm and Mallory. "Oh you know, just thinking about all that was happening right now," she stammered. "Yeah. Go on." "So I reached down for one of the strips and there was a shadow on the wall. Harm I'm a Marine and I'm not the kind to jump at shadows you know that. At the same time I'm trained to react to a threat and that's what I did. Now, I see you cleaned up some of the mess and for that I thank you. I don't suppose you saw anything?" "No. Sorry." He held his breath as he answered, not wanting to share with her that when he walked past the area he had felt a definite chill. She was disturbed enough. "And later when I kill Wes. . ." "You will not because you will not mention any of this to anyone" she countered. "Mac" he groaned. "I mean it Harm. You are not going to tell Wes that I'm having nightmares because of what he said and that I thought I saw the dead guy last night." "Fine I'll just come up with another reason to wring his neck." "You don't like him do you?" Mac said with a small smile. "I don't like him because he's scared my room mate to death. I think that's reason enough not to like him." "Whatever you say Commander" Mac sighed. She finished her breakfast and with a groan pushed herself to her feet to help clean up. "I've got it," he said as he took the plate from her. "I want you to take it easy today. No work. Just rest. In fact you can park yourself outside on a lounger if you want." "What are you going to do?" she asked. "Finish the job you started last night. I think I can figure out hanging wallpaper." "Let me help" she sighed. "No. Upstairs in bed or outside on the lounger. Those are your choices." "I guess I'll be outside then. Holler if you need anything." She found a warm spot in the sun for the lounger and gently lowered her aching body onto it. It wasn't long before she fell back asleep, the gentle breeze keeping her cool in the sun. Inside the house Harm fought with the wallpaper strips, wondering how he'd let Mac talk him into wallpaper instead of just painting. It took a while but he finally got the hang of it and two hours later stepped back to admire his work. "Wow" Mac smiled from the kitchen. "I'm impressed. You got it all done." "You had a nice little nap" he smiled. "You feeling any better?" "Little. I'm going to go use what little hot water there is if you don't mind." "Go ahead. I'm going to do a little more around here first. I want to get everything cleaned up so that when Mallory and Wes show up the place looks semi decent." "We're getting there" Mac sighed. "My bedroom is next. I've already got the border I want picked out. And the paint. And since next week is payday, I think I can afford it." "I guess I know what we're doing next weekend" Harm smiled. "Another weekend of work." "This was your idea Flyboy" she reminded him. "I know. And so far I love it here. What about you?" "I like it" she admitted. "Except for times like last night. Otherwise it's not to bad being your roomy." "You just like the cooking" he grinned. "True. But I'm going to need to start working out more if I'm going to be eating like this all the time." "Like you have to worry" Harm scoffed, his eyes admiring her figure. "You're not the one pushing 40." "You can stay in shape with me" she smiled. "We could start working out every morning. If you can get your six out of bed in time." "I can get my six out of bed. And that might not be a bad idea." "We'll start Monday. As long as I can move by then." The rest of the afternoon passed quietly with Harm working around the house while Mac rested her aching body. Around 6:00 she headed upstairs to get ready, emerging a short time later in a pair of snug jeans and a knit sweater. "Something wrong?" she asked as Harm stared at her. "Nothing" he gulped. "You look really nice." "Thanks. You going to go get ready? Mallory and Wes will be here soon." "Yeah I guess I should," he said as he looked at his watch. When he emerged from the shower he could hear voices downstairs and he knew Mallory and Wes had arrived. He quickly dressed and a few minutes later made his way downstairs. "Hi Harm" Mallory smiled as he walked in, admiring him in the dark jeans and dark shirt. Mac did the same until her eyes meet Harm's and she blushed as she quickly looked away. "Harm how are you?" Wes asked. "Fine" Harm assured him. "Are we ready to go?" "Sure. I'll drive if you don't mind" Wes smiled. "Sure why not" Harm said with a forced smile. "He wants to show off his new BMW to Mac" Mallory whispered as Wes took Mac's hand and led her outside. "Great another one of those kind" Harm sighed, his mind thinking back to Dalton and his Porsche. "What?" Mallory frowned, realizing he was suddenly miles away, if not months into the past. "Thinking about another fast guy with a fast car is all," he sighed again. She stopped short to keep them out of earshot. "Harm Wes is a really nice guy. He was in a long term relationship for a while, and engaged while he was in med school and neither of those worked out. The last couple years he's just kind of been drifting more than seeing anyone. He told me Mac was the first person he's met that he really felt he could connect with in a long time." He did not respond and she tugged at his arm. "Why do I get the feeling that bothers you. You need to let go of that big brother thing you've got going with her. Take it from one who is in fact a little sister. It's not really appreciated." "I will never stop caring or worrying about her," he told her firmly, taking her arm to guide her to the car. "So where are we going?" Mac asked when Harm and Mallory were settled. "IL Cigne on the lake in Reston," Wes grinned, "and then to The Rookie if that's OK. Most everything else was dumb or scary or violent." "Perfect," Mac sighed, leaning back into the seat and feeling herself relax. Harm in the back-seat was comforting, and she was warming to the good looking doctor beside her. ================ "Sarah what do you want from the bar?" Wes asked as soon as they were seated. "I love a good before dinner martini." Harm's eyes instinctively sent her a quick, if unnecessary, message of support. "Wes I don't drink," she replied easily, "but you go ahead. I'll have tonic and lime and then coffee with the meal." "OK," Wes nodded. "Harm you a martini guy?" "Not on my best day," he groaned. "Bourbon and water, ice. Mallory?" "Sex on the beach please." "Mallory we're talking about drinks, not plans for later," Harm bantered to her, and Mac felt a sudden cold chill pass through her, which she was grateful Harm did not notice. In the interval between the salads and the main course, Mac and Mallory left to use the ladies room and Harm took the opportunity to lean across the table toward Wes. "In case you haven't noticed, your date is suffering from some major soreness." "Actually I did but I figured she'd simply overdone working around that house." "Not quite, which brings me to my point," Harm went on, his face darkening as he recalled the scare Mac had given him, and at the same time thought how much worse it could have been. "Mac fell off a stepladder last night. Lost her balance and the whole thing toppled over with her." "My god I'm sorry," Wes gasped. "She didn't say anything. Is she OK? Should I take a look at her?" "NO," Harm yelped, louder than he intended as his mind painted an instant picture of Mac in a skimpy exam gown with Wes's hands all over her. "No she's OK," he said in a much softer tone. "My point is, she's prone to nightmares, thanks to me but we won't go into that. And she's apparently taking much too seriously all that bullshit you were spreading on the other night about the house and the old man. She thought she saw him--or more accurately his shadow--and when she tried to get off the ladder too quickly she fell. You're a doctor, you know she could have hit her head and been seriously hurt." "All too well. I'm sure glad that wasn't the case." "Which brings me to my point. Lay off the scary stories." "Harm I'm not sure I appreciate your tone." "Hey this is my nice guy giving you a piece of friendly advice tone," he warned. "I'm serious here. And if there's a next time you really won't like my tone then. I care a lot for her. A whole helluva lot Doctor, and I'd do anything to keep her from being hurt. Anything." "You're. . .I don't know what. It's almost like you're threatening me." "Oh not at all," Harm told him, giving him a slow smile as he saw the women emerge. "I'm putting you on notice. Do not hurt her." "Everything okay?" Mac asked as she and Mallory sat down. "Just fine" Wes said with a smile. "Harm was telling me you had a tumble on the ladder last night." "It was nothing," Mac said with a long glare in Harm's direction. "I'm fine. Just a little sore." "What happened?" Mallory asked. "I uh slipped coming down off the ladder and fell" Mac lied. "Really it's nothing. I wish Harm hadn't mentioned it." He was saved by the arrival of their meals and over dinner Harm was forced to listen to Wes's stories of med. school. Mac barely acknowledged his presence; all her attention now focused on Wes. "I think they're hitting it off pretty good" Mallory whispered as they walked to the car following dinner. "But you've been awfully quiet tonight." "Sorry" he said with a forced smile. "This double date thing is always a little awkward at first." "Just ignore them and concentrate on us" she smiled as she looped her arm around his. "I can do that" he smiled. A short time later they arrived at the movie theater and Mac pulled Harm aside when Wes and Mallory went to get snacks. "You told him" Mac snapped. "I asked you not to say anything. Why did you do that?" "Because I was making my point to him about telling you those stories." "What did you say to him?" Mac demanded. "Nothing. I just told him to stop scaring you like that." "What else?' "Nothing. Excuse me for caring about you." He walked away and she took a deep breath as Mallory and Wes returned. "What's wrong with Harm?" Mallory asked. "Nothing" Mac smiled. "He's just in one of those moods tonight I guess. Maybe you can talk to him. Wes shall we?" Wes nodded and while he and Mac went inside Mallory walked over to Harm. "You okay?" she asked. "Yeah and I'm sorry I'm being such a jerk tonight" he sighed. "I promise I'll make it up to you another time." "Is that a promise?" Mallory smiled. "I'm much better one on one" Harm grinned. "I'm sure you are" Mallory said seductively as she ran her hand down his arm. "And I'll be looking forward to that." "Do we have to go to the movie?" "Come on" she said as she reached for his arm. "We can sit in the back and get to know each other better." "What about Wes and Mac?" he asked. "They'll be okay on their own" Mallory smiled. "Shall we?" She found them two seats in the back corner of the theater and once the lights had dimmed and the movie had started she reached for his hand. "So tell me about Harmon Rabb?" she smiled. ================== "Where's Harm and Mallory?" Mac whispered to Wes once the movie had started. "Probably in the back making out" Wes grinned. "Mallory never watches a movie while she's at the theater." Mac forced herself not to turn around and look for the pair, instead allowing Wes to drape his arm over her shoulder. "I hope that's okay" Wes whispered. "More than okay" Mac smiled. If Harm was going to stay in the back and kissy face with Mallory all night, she was going to make the most of her evening with Wes. Two long hours later the lights came on again and Mac grimaced as she stood up. "You okay?" Wes asked. "Yeah just sore" Mac smiled. "I'm really good at massages," Wes said softly. "I'd be happy to help get some of the kinks out." "No thanks. . .well yeah OK maybe just a little at the shoulders," she conceded, leaning in to his touch as she scanned the back of the theater for Mallory and Harm. "I think we've been deserted." "Well they can't have gotten far on foot," he grinned, jingling the car keys. "Probably just in the lobby." "Unless they were arrested on a morals charge." He gave her an odd look but said nothing. "There they are," he pointed out after another minute of searching the faces as they walked out into the outer lobby. "We missed you during the movie," Wes told them when they had caught up with them. Harm's arm rested on Mallory's shoulders and he smiled sheepishly. "We found better seats is all. Now what?" "Now I think I'm ready to call it a night," Mac spoke up. "Wes if Mallory and Harm want to do something further that's OK but could you run me by the house please?" "Mac are you OK?" Harm at once reached out his hand for her arm. "I'm tired and achy," she admitted, adding hastily to Wes, "but I had a great time. Really. The dinner was great and the movie cute and funny." "I have hospital rounds at seven myself so an early night wouldn't kill me either," he nodded. "Long as you promise we'll do it again soon." "Count on it," she said firmly, keeping her eyes averted from Harm's. Wes slipped his arm around her waist, his gaze resting on Harm's hand on her arm and he quickly released her, taking Mallory's hand instead. They discussed the movie for the fifteen minutes it took to get out to the house, and Harm and Mallory decided to go for ice cream. "We didn't leave the porch light on," Mac said when they pulled up and Wes and he both jumped out to assist Mac. "Actually we did," Harm frowned. "And I could have sworn the lamp in the window was on, and not the chandelier in the hall." "And I'm too tired to care," Mac said softly, accepting each of the proffered hands to rise from the car. "Harm see you in the morning, and Wes, thank you for everything. I had a wonderful time." Wes smiled broadly and took her by the arm, leading her up to the front door and waiting while she unlocked it, then before she could step inside he had her in his arms, his mouth seeking hers. "Good night Sarah." Mac responded to the kiss and then had to swallow hard before she could speak, having not been expecting such a display. "Good night and thanks." With that she slipped through the door, thankful she did not have to see Harm's face at that moment. "So where should we go for ice cream after we drop off Doctor Sleepy," Mallory mused. "Harm? Hey Harm you still with us?" "Yeah I am," he answered, shaking himself from his thoughts. Wes had kissed Mac, it had not been her idea. She had not initiated it. She had not kissed him. Except to return the kiss. His face darkened at that remembrance and he slipped his arm around Mallory as soon as he got back in the car. "You said something about ice cream?" he whispered before his lips touched hers. "Oh yeah," she sighed, accepting his kiss gladly. ================= For the next two hours Mac tossed and turned in bed, waiting for the sound of Harm to return. She finally gave up and headed downstairs to the kitchen to get a cup of tea, hoping it would relax her. She'd just poured the water into the teacup when she saw headlights in the living room window. "Hey I didn't think you'd still be up" Harm smiled as he walked in a few minutes later. "I thought you were tired." "I was but I couldn't sleep" Mac muttered. "How was the rest of your date with Mallory?" "Good actually thank you. What about you? You seemed nice and chummy with Wes at the end." "I like Wes." "So you'll be going out with him again?" Harm inquired. "Yeah I don't see why not" Mac shrugged. "He's nice and he's cute and he's doctor and he drives a BMW. What more could I want?" "Gee I don't know" Harm muttered. "Does he have a trust fund too?" "I don't know I'll ask next time" Mac smiled. "Is there a problem Harm?" "No of course not. Do I look like I care who you go out with?" "Of course not" she smiled as she sipped her tea. **************** JAG HQ's Three Days Later "Harm I'm a big girl" Mac assured him. "It's not like I haven't lived on my own before." "Yeah but that was in an apartment building full of people" Harm countered. "Not in a big house all by itself on a big lot." "Harm I'll be fine. You have your orders. Now go." "I'll call you tonight to make sure you're okay," he said as he reached for his briefcase. "And you have my cell phone if you need anything." "Rabb get a grip. If I need anything I'll call Wes" she teased. "That's what I'm afraid of" he muttered. "I'm just kidding. Honest I'll be fine all alone in the big house. Now go before the Admiral has a fit." "You sure you're going to be okay?" he sighed. "I'm only asking because of what happened last weekend with the shadow you thought you saw." "I'll be fine" she assured him. "That hasn't happened since that night. It was probably just my imagination." "It didn't happen cause I was there with you every night and you fell asleep before I did and the TV and lights were still on" he countered. "So I sleep with the lights on for a few nights" she shrugged. "No biggie." "All right. But I'm calling tonight to make sure you're okay." "Rabb go" she said giving him a gentle shove. "You've got three hours to Norfolk in rush hour traffic and this lovely rain which means if you're lucky you'll get there in four hours." He finally left and with a sigh she picked up her own briefcase and headed out a few minutes later. It was a long slow ride in the rain and she was happy when she finally pulled into the driveway at home. She puttered around the house most of the evening, not motivated enough to work on anything and finally flopping on the sofa with the remote. She flipped channels before finally settling on an old movie. She was nearly asleep when the phone rang and she quickly reached for it, expecting it to be Harm. "Hello" she said tiredly. "Hi Sarah. I hope I didn't wake you." "Hi Wes" she smiled. "No I was just zoning in front of the TV. What's up?" "I wanted to see if you wanted to go out this weekend. Just you and me this time." "I'd like that. What night works for you?" "Actually Friday is better" Wes replied. "I'm on call Saturday night. Is that okay with you? We can do dinner and then maybe go back to your place and watch a movie." "That's perfect. Harm's out of town the rest of the week and he probably won't be back until Saturday." "So we have the whole place to ourselves?" Wes smiled. "Sounds great. I'll be looking forward to it." "Me too" Mac said softly. "I'll see you then." She hung up the phone and frowned as she realized that Harm should have been in Norfolk by now. He'd made such a big deal about calling her and she was sure he wouldn’t have forgotten. A look outside at the rain did nothing to calm her worry that he might have gotten involved in an accident and she paced the living room waiting for his call. "Harm where are you?" she murmured to the empty room. She dropped on the sofa again and hugged the pillow close to her, the creaking of the floorboards above making her freeze. "It's just your imagination Mackenzie" she whispered. "No one is up there." But the noise continued and when the phone rang ten minutes later she nearly jumped off the sofa. "Harm" she gasped. "Mac what's wrong?" Harm demanded. "I'm worried about you" she lied. "Where have you been? Do you realize what time it is? You said you were going to call when you got to Norfolk." "Traffic was a nightmare and I had a small accident" he sighed. "But that's not important. Are you okay?" She had to grab for her bedside glass of water before she could answer. "Harm you had an accident? My god. Where? Where were you hurt? Never mind me, are you OK? And when was this and why am I just now hearing about it. Tell me where you are and I'll be there as soon as I can." She was panting hard by the time she finished, and the pictures her mind was painting were not pleasant to her. Harm on his end was holding the phone slightly away from his ear waiting for her to finish her outburst. "OK ninja-girl, take a breath honey. The accident was in that horrible merge point for I64. I felt bad for the woman who hit me. It was raining and she hit her brakes--god only knows why, and slammed into the side of the government car, which I had to leave and get a rental which of course took forever. Then the hospital took forever too but they finally. . ." "Harm no. You were hospitalized? Tell me where you are," she shrieked. "I'm in my hotel room having a very well deserved beer thank you," he smiled into the phone. "Before you screamed, the hospital took an xray of my arm. You can sign my cast when I get back. And before you scream again please--when the car hit my door my hand was somehow in such a way and I broke a small bone. My left hand fortunately. Nothing vital." "Where are you?" she repeated, now with exaggerated calmness. "The guest house was full so I grabbed a room at the Holiday Inn. But you can get me on my cell any time you need me--you know that." "That's not the point. I need to know where you are. I'm coming down there." "You most certainly are not," he sputtered. "Are you out of your mind Mackenzie? It's dark, it's still storming and I wouldn't let you drive that death trap if it was sunshine if I could help it." "Harm if you're hurt. . ." she whispered, willing away sudden tearfulness. "I'm fine. And in fact I'm sorry I told you. I didn't want you to worry and I've managed to make you do just that." She was about to answer when the creaking noise came again, this time accompanied by the sound of rushing wind through the house. "I am worried yes," she finally got out, and to him her voice sounded suddenly strangely distant. "Mac? Mac what's wrong?" His concern for her took his mind off his throbbing wrist for the moment and he rolled from the bed to pace as much as the phone cord would allow. "Mac answer me." She had taken the phone from her ear and was straining to listen. The wind noise had died down, to be replaced by the sound of footfalls. "Who the hell is out there," she muttered. "Harm it sounds like someone's walking in the hall. Let me check." She set the phone down and withdrew her weapon from it's spot in her nightstand drawer before venturing into the hallway. If she had said Jack the Ripper was standing over her bed he could not have been more alarmed. His pacing in the four foot circle he could manage grew more frantic and it was as if he didn't breathe while he was doing so. It took her more than four minutes to check the upstairs, and finding nothing she returned to a more than distraught best friend on the other end of the phone connection. She could hear his shout of her name as soon as she re-entered the room and she grabbed up the phone. "Harm sorry. I'm back." "Are you okay?" he demanded. "Is there someone there?" "No I don't think so" she sighed. "I've checked around and it's just me." "I want you to call the police and have them come look around." "Harm did you hit your head too? There's no way I'm going to call the police. What am I going to tell them? My house is making strange noises? I'm fine. It's just the usual house noises." "I knew I shouldn't have left you alone" he sighed. "I could call Wes and I wouldn't be alone" she teased. "I think I'd rather have you alone with the ghost." "You really don't like Wes do you?" she said with a small smile. "No but you're changing the subject. Are you sure there's no one in the house with you?" "Harm I'm alone. There's no burglar or prowler in here. So calm before you have a stroke over there." "What do you expect after you tell me there's a noise and you don’t come back for ten minutes. I was about ready to call the police on my cell phone and have them come out there." "I'm fine so chill sailor. I’m actually a lot more worried about you and this allegedly minor accident you had." "I'm fine. And I'm more worried about you all alone there. You have all the doors locked right?" "Yes and my trusty weapon right next to me. So stop worrying." "We need to get that dog" he sighed. "That way you wouldn't be alone out there." "Harm I'm fine. I was just getting worked up because you hadn't called and obviously I had good reason to be worried. And shouldn't you be resting after what happened to you?" "Yeah the doctor gave me some pain pills but I haven't taken them yet" he sighed as he sank down on the bed. "What are you waiting for sailor?" she said gently. "I was waiting to call you and make sure you were okay." "I'm okay. So there's no reason for you not to get some rest. I want you to take the mediation they gave you and crawl into bed mister." "Be more fun if you were here to tuck me in" he pouted. "Next time. Now get some rest." "Mac are you sure you're okay?" he asked again. "I mean I don't want to hang up unless I know you're not going to spend the whole night awake because you're too scared to sleep." "I'm a Marine Harm" she reminded him. "I'm not going to be too scared to sleep." "All right point taken. I guess I'll let you go then." "Take care of yourself sailor" she said softly. "If you need anything, call me." "Only if you promise me if you need anything you'll call me," Harm said softly. "Deal. Get some rest. I'll talk to you tomorrow." "Good night Mac." "Good night Harm." ***************** Friday Evening Harm and Mac's home Mac groaned as she checked her appearance in the mirror again. All the makeup in the world couldn't hide the dark circles under her eyes. Three nights without Harm had translated into three sleepless nights. She'd barely gotten a few hours each night, either woken by nightmares or the noises of the house. "You look real attractive Mackenzie" she sighed. A knock at the door signaled Wes's arrival and a few seconds later she let him in. "Hi" she smiled. "Hi yourself" he smiled. "How was your week?" "Long. Glad it's the weekend." "Me too. I've been looking forward to tonight all week. We finally get a chance for our own date." "You got it," she smiled and let him help her into her wrap. "Mal said Harm is away this week?" "Yeah Norfolk. He was hoping to wrap today but since he's not back I assume he didn't." She took a few steps toward the door and asked with elaborate casualness. "Mallory knew he was away?" "Yeah he called her a couple nights ago she told me. Said they talked a good long time and they made tentative plans for Saturday night." "Oh. I see." She was glad the entryway was dark so that he could not see her face. Harm's calls to her each night had been simply to ascertain that she was OK. The only real substantive discussion they had was about paying for trash collection. "Sarah? Hey Sarah you zoned out on me. You OK?" "Of course I'm fine, let's go." ================== Four hours later, back from a dinner and movie and when he pulled up out front she put a hand on his arm. "Unless you have to get up early why don't you come in for some coffee and we can put on one of the Dish movies. Harm rigged that thing to get in every sporting event from here to China but I found out how to switch it over to movies." "I was hoping you'd ask me," he grinned. They were soon settled on the sofa in front of the large TV and Mac leaned back into his arm that was across the back of the sofa. "You know I guess a room mate thing is OK," he said softly, "if nothing else it makes you appreciate having the house to yourself. I mean don't get me wrong, I think Harm is a nice guy, but he does tend to be overbearing where you're concerned." "Wes we take care of each other," she replied with just a note of sharpness. "In our line of work, we run into situations once in a while where doing that keeps each other alive for one thing. And for another. . .well you know I really don't know how to explain the relationship we have. It's not brother-sister, friendship doesn't begin to cover it. . .I just don't know." "Yeah but has he ever done this?" Before she could react, his mouth came down on hers, gently at first and then with more insistence. "Well?" he asked when they broke the kiss. She blushed and smiled at the same time. "Yeah we've kissed a couple times." "Did it mean anything?" "Of course it did," she yelped in indignation, adding to herself, 'more than I want to admit to him, to you or to myself for that matter'. "Well maybe we can make our own meaning then," he smiled, and when he kissed her this time he trapped her with in his embrace, pushing her down onto the sofa. ============= "Could this day get any better," Harm groaned when he pulled into the driveway and spotted Wes's BMW. He had been looking forward to coming home, deciding to make the drive even though he knew Friday night traffic would be hell on wheels since he did not get out of Norfolk until after 6PM. And he was right. Six hours to make a drive that would take three in no traffic. He knew also that Mac was seeing Wes tonight, but he had figured it would be all over with by the time he arrived given his lateness. Avoiding the temptation to take out the BMW as he passed, he pulled around to the back of the house. The soft glow of the TV at the front window told him they were there, and with any luck he might simply slip up the back stairs and not have to make small talk, or more accurately see her with Dr. Wes. Blessing that he had oiled the hinges, he was able to get the backdoor open and closed silently, and was half way up the steps when her voice carried clearly to him. "Wes no. Please." He paused to listen, a sharp frown across his features. "Wes what part of no is not reaching you," she shrieked. He didn't wait to hear the rest, hurrying back down the stairs and into the living room in time to see Wes attempting to pin Mac on the sofa, her blouse half way open. "What the hell is going on?" he exploded. Wes turned around at the sound of Harm's voice but made no attempt to remove himself from Mac. "Excuse me this is private" Wes growled. "It stopped being private when she told you no and you didn't listen" Harm snapped as he strode over to the sofa. "Harm please I can handle this" Mac sighed. "Look Harm I don't know what's the deal with you two but right now you're being told to get lost" Wes retorted. "No you're the one being told to get lost," Harm said as he reached to pull him off the sofa and off of Mac. Before his arm could reach Wes, the younger man leapt from the sofa, barreling into Harm and knocking them both to the floor. "Stop it both of you" Mac yelled as she attempted to pull the two men apart as they traded punches. "Sarah this is between me and Harm" Wes shouted as he gave her a hard shove when she attempted to pull him off Harm. She landed hard on her back against the floor, a small cry of pain escaping her. "You bastard" Harm screeched. They rolled on the floor trading punches and hits while Mac attempted to catch her breath again. When she finally did she leapt to her feet again to break up the two men. "Stop it" Mac yelled again, this time grabbing Wes hard enough that she was able to pull him from Harm and onto his feet. He turned to her and this time she leveled a blow to his midsection, causing him to double over in pain. "Get out" she yelled as she grabbed his arm and led him to the door. He was still doubled over in pain and she gave him one last shove out the door and onto the porch. "Do not call me or come by here again" she said coldly before slamming the door. "Mac are you okay?" Harm asked as he pushed himself up. She didn't look at him or answer him, instead running up the stairs and to her bedroom, the door slamming a few seconds later. "And you're welcome," he groaned. He put a gentle hand to his face and let out a long sigh as he felt the warm blood from the cut on his lip. He grimaced more when he touched his cheek, the large bruise already forming. His hand was aching from when he'd hit it on the floor when Wes had knocked him down and with a groan he realized he didn't have any more of the pain medication from the hospital. Slowly he made his way up the stairs, his body aching from the many hits Wes had managed to land. He'd been at a disadvantage because of his arm and hand otherwise Wes Filopovich would have been a dead man. "Mac" Harm said softly as he knocked on her door. "Mac I want to talk."